Those feelings well inside
They cannot be denied,
Bottle them up
push them away
just to come back another day
they haunt your memory
day and night
filling life with fright
fear, doubt
let it go
let it out
the day they place your burial shroud
will you die
or shout out?
the loss suffered in this life
to great to bear alone
but somehow you always know
you just have to keep walking the long road
let go of everything
that you hold inside you
one day
it could kill you.


Well, just wrote that, don’t know why, lol sounds kinda cool i think, im getting my ddr pads tomarrow, YAY, im tired lol, im gonna go now


 

Listening to the rain…simplicity is a joke…anyone who thinks life is simple is sadly mistaken.


I wonder what makes this life what it is? You know its like were wandering in a paradox, you never know if its real or not, this could all just be fake..the paradigm that we live in sometimes just dosen’t seem right.


You ever wake up in the morning, look around and say, “This is not my life”? I wonder how many people do.


Went friday with steven and he bought me DDR which is conincidentally the nicest thing a friend has done for me in months.


My mom is getting sicker…i don’t know what to do.


I started writing something the other day i wanted to post, i don’t know what to call it, i suppose it is the beginnings of a song.


I wonder
How did i do it all?
I learned to walk
Before i learned to crawl
I thought i knew it all
But then…
I began to fall…


Every other day
I worry about everything
that could come my way
weather it will or not
th frustartion maks me insane
people make me crazy
its such a drain
i put too much on myself
i’m still so very young


I wonder
How did i do it all?
I learned to walk
Before i learned to crawl
I thought i knew it all
But then…
I began to fall…