perfect? For that matter what did I do to deserve such a wonderful life
to begin with? It’s quite puzzling to me. I look around and the world
is so much more beautiful. Everything seems so much more impactful to
me. I feel, instead of running from those feelings. I feel love, I feel
happiness, joy, I feel sadness, sorrow, pain, I love every feeling. You
know why? Because I feel it! Everything was so dormant and dulled down.
Except for pain. Now it’s like being a kid again. Feeling everything
for the first time once more. I cry more now than I ever have before.
But not because I’m sad. Because I’m so fucking filled with happiness
I’m not sure what to do, and then the tears just come out. It’s like
everything in completely new. I love being able to see the world this
way. To truly appreciate things I never did before. It’s as if I’ve
been given another chance to live my life and I get to be happy.
Waiting it out and dealing with all the pain, sorrow, hurt, and sadness
finally paid off. Life isn’t just some stupid game you can’t win. It
just takes time, and patience.
*jumps up and down like a crazy anime character* YAY!
I love you Anthony!!