And so at 464 days that’s the end.
I think that it’s probably better this way. I wish with all my might that he still loved me, but he dosen’t. I loved every minute of every day i spent with him. I wouldn’t take it back for the world. He still means everything to me, and probably will for a long time.
Don’t misunderstand anything, he’s not mad at me, and i’m not mad at him. We still care alot about eachother, i’ve offered for him to stay here until he can get on his feet. we are going to continue to be friends.
The love he had just left.
That’s all it was.
I was powerless to stop it.
Feb. 20th 2005 was still the best day of my life. I will never ever regret it.
It’s just the end of a wonderful journey in my life. I beleive that somewhere it’s written that all good things must come to an end. And so I will continue my life, and hope that I can write the pages to my story well, and that I can one day find true happiness.
I still love you Anthony. I always will.