Bleh, So i’ve had this problem since I was younger, where my ear will just clog up basically and I won’t be able to hear out of it for a few days, happened today for the first time in about a year and half, stupid thing. So now I’m temporarily deaf in my left ear.
Teresa will be coming down I belive Tuesday and her and her friend are going to be staying here if all goes as planned, so looking forward to that. It’ll be nice to have some company and to get to see her again finally.
Not much else to say, later guys.
I wish so much that people could just be open and upfront about things. I fucking hate people that are avoidant. It just makes me feel like shit, and like I’ve fucked up. This is just a random rant but you know. I’m so fucking alone right now it’s retarded. I’m just glad my dad came back into my life and I still have Anthony around or else no one would be there for me. Fucking figures I guess. I’m just tired of bullshit. Really fucking tired.
Edit: So I was going through my blog looking at old posts, and I ran across one I found ironic
I love him in a way that is spesific to us. I’ve never felt quite like
this before. I almost feel like it should end. Like one small word
could break it apart like a glass. But I know it’s not that way. It’s
much stronger than that. “
close to the end someone, he knows who, made a metaphor about a glass in regards to me an Anthony, I just found it interesting that I used that.
So everything is all better now. I’m doing much better at work. Me and my dad are getting along great. Things are looking up. Thanks for the support guys.