I’ve come to the conclusion that there is only one bad side to all this change. BLAH, It’s so much work!! I haven’t been on the internet in like, 2 or 3 days! That’s new for me. I don’t have a whole lot of down time, aside from when I’m about to go to bed. Lord. Anywho, just felt like making a new post, Keep those comments coming!
So excited for the chiefs game tonight, woohoo.
Also, I’ll give a cookie to the first person who can give me the right answer to what P.S. stands for.
So I think that I am going to get a bunny. I think a pet of my own will be good for me. Something for me to focus on and take care of, it would be really nice to go with all the new things in my life. It’s going to be a little bit because I need to cage and all that. But I’m excited. I’m finally settling down into my new life. Going to a chiefs game with Anthony Thrusday, a friend of my dad’s has season tickets and let me have a pair. It’s gonna be fun. It’s so weird not having him around all the time. I’m so used to waking up with him there, and now I don’t. I think we’re better as just friends rather than roomates though. Love that guy to death. He’s really been there for me lately. A lot of things have been going on, real tough things, and he’s really helped me pull through and be strong. Thanks Anthony.
My room is starting to look like a bedroom. I’m starting to feel at home. You know, no matter where i’ve lived in the past 5 years it hasn’t felt like home. It does here, to be surrounded by family like I never have before is amazing for me. I’m so very thankful for the love they have given me.
Hoping to start school the beginning of the year. As far as work, Chele is probably going to have a job, and until I can drive, i’m probably going to start out babysitting Jackson for a bit, then working at the grocery store or gas station. Not too bad I think. Things are really turning around for me. It’s been quite a ride for me recently, but everything is settling down, I guess it always does, I just always feel helpless and overwhelmed in the moment. Having my dad to encourage me, and Anthony to talk to, has really helped me. I just feel happy about the future.
Not much else to say I guess,
So i’ve decided new friends are a good idea, everyone seems to think i’m a crazy untrustworthy bitch anyway, so if you are still on my subscription list, I like you.
Stress is not cool man, not cool at all, I got sick last night, with all the stress of moving, bills, leaving friends behind and all that shit, it’s just….bleh.
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So Hanson has started this really cool thing, they’re trying a joint venture with the guy that did the documentary on them, they are trying to get independent bands exposure, and are trying to take back the music industry by way of fans. I can’t really explain it, if you wanna know more, and you should because it’s fucking awesome, go to this site. It’s really impactful, and awesome. If you care about music and hate the crap on the radio, go there.
EDIT: I don’t know why but I keep having this random urdges to cry today. Alot. I feel very sad right now, and I can’t really pinpoint why. I have been going over alot of old photos and things. Just thinking about my life. I feel very sad about alot of it. I feel very….I don’t even know how to explain it. It’s just hurt right now. I don’t know why. It’s just lingering there for the moment…I don’t know why, or what kind of hurt it is. It just is…
Sorry for teh emo.