I took my ACT today. I won’t know for 2-4 weeks how I did. Fucking gay. I got to putter around Park though…I can’t wait to start going there. The interior design department is in the cave LOL. SERIOUSLY, it’s underground. Truly part of the colony now. I even saw some floor plans from the classes, carpet, paint, and fabric swatches. Everything. It was so great. Everyone was so nice. Already spotted a hoodie I want. I don’t think I’ve ever looked forward to something so much in my life. I don’t know if I’ll get the scholarship but I do know for sure, no matter what it takes, how big the loan has to be, I’m going to school, and I’m going to Park. This is something within my control and it’s what I want. So I’m going to do it and nothing is going to stop me.
Several difficult dispositions have come in front of me in the last month. So far, despite blowing up every so often. (Probably more than I should) I think I’ve done an okay job dealing with it all.
It helps to have people that believe in your capabilities, for those of you who truly believed in me and have given me your support recently. I don’t think you know how much I appreciate it. I don’t know what I’ve done to deserve such great people in my life, no matter what when times are tough, I seem to always be surrounded with those who care. Even without asking. I couldn’t imagine anything better than that. I really do get more than I deserve in this life. I hope that one day I can show you all how much you mean to me.
For those of you who have believed in me and have given me so much encouragement for this ACT thing, and the college endeavour in general, (you know who you are) thank you. I won’t let you down.